The on going saga of the Ex...
Wes and I have not had the easiest time with eachother over the past two years, to say the very least. There have been so many ups and downs and for the past 6 months or so I have just wanted to get off the damn rollercoaster. I actually hated him for the first time since 6th grade. Let's do a brief overview of mine and Wes's relationship.
6th grade: Wes and I meet. He's shy. I'm crazy.
7th grade: He's still shy. I'm still crazy.
8th grade: Young love starts to spark. Went to Orlando together. Held hands. Come back to California. Magic is gone.
9th grade: We're friends. He's ignored because I liked the senior guys.
10th grade: I have a small crush on him, but then I meet Shane.
11th grade: Still friends. He dates Teal. I date Joe. Teal cheats on him. Wes is angry and bitter. I start to like Wes.
Summer of 11th grade: Oh young love once again.
12th grade: I like Wes. He likes me. I am scared. Finally we make out. I freak out. I break up with him. I move.
Freshman Year of College: He writes. I write. We fight.
Sophomore Year of College. I miss him. I love him. We fight. We fight. We fight. My grandpa gets sick. My dad gets sick. Tell him I need him to be there for me. He makes me cry. I hate Wes.
So now we're back to the present. For the past 6 months I have honestly been so bitter towards, not just Wes, but men in general. I hated them. They all made me sick. I finally decided that there was nothing there for me with Wes so what's the point in talking to him and decided to never call him again. I have been good with that. But then I heard some news and then he moved down here to go to Northridge and then he messaged me and he's having a hard time and now I feel guilty. My guilt has been overwhelming me so much that I actually invited him to go see the Harry Potter movie with me in November. I wish I had no heart, but since I do, I am giving the boy one last chance. The boy just won't let me hate him, but I think this time will be different. My feelings have changed towards him and I think since that factor is gone, then the fighting factor will be eliminated as well. So here's to a fresh start with the ex, who hopefully will stop being referred to as the Ex and start being referred to as my friend.
Wes and I have not had the easiest time with eachother over the past two years, to say the very least. There have been so many ups and downs and for the past 6 months or so I have just wanted to get off the damn rollercoaster. I actually hated him for the first time since 6th grade. Let's do a brief overview of mine and Wes's relationship.
6th grade: Wes and I meet. He's shy. I'm crazy.
7th grade: He's still shy. I'm still crazy.
8th grade: Young love starts to spark. Went to Orlando together. Held hands. Come back to California. Magic is gone.
9th grade: We're friends. He's ignored because I liked the senior guys.
10th grade: I have a small crush on him, but then I meet Shane.
11th grade: Still friends. He dates Teal. I date Joe. Teal cheats on him. Wes is angry and bitter. I start to like Wes.
Summer of 11th grade: Oh young love once again.
12th grade: I like Wes. He likes me. I am scared. Finally we make out. I freak out. I break up with him. I move.
Freshman Year of College: He writes. I write. We fight.
Sophomore Year of College. I miss him. I love him. We fight. We fight. We fight. My grandpa gets sick. My dad gets sick. Tell him I need him to be there for me. He makes me cry. I hate Wes.
So now we're back to the present. For the past 6 months I have honestly been so bitter towards, not just Wes, but men in general. I hated them. They all made me sick. I finally decided that there was nothing there for me with Wes so what's the point in talking to him and decided to never call him again. I have been good with that. But then I heard some news and then he moved down here to go to Northridge and then he messaged me and he's having a hard time and now I feel guilty. My guilt has been overwhelming me so much that I actually invited him to go see the Harry Potter movie with me in November. I wish I had no heart, but since I do, I am giving the boy one last chance. The boy just won't let me hate him, but I think this time will be different. My feelings have changed towards him and I think since that factor is gone, then the fighting factor will be eliminated as well. So here's to a fresh start with the ex, who hopefully will stop being referred to as the Ex and start being referred to as my friend.
posted by Penny at 4:38 PM
6 Comments:
as long as you remember not to tell him about the blog!!! :)
that is a very cute picture of you, btw.
only i didn't realize wes was only 12 years old!! :)
eh, i don't really care if he reads it. i have said nothing TOO evil about the boy:)
hehe, he does look young in that picture. i swear i don't date 12 yr olds. i'll put a good pic up of him that will give him justice, cuz he's actually very good looking.
cradle robber! :)
He's cute!
Boys are stupid, however. So Very Stupid.
But then, if we didn't obsess about them, who (or what) would we have to obsess over?
So wait, he's down here now? Crazy! You will have to tell me how it goes the first time you see him!
gloria- shoes!!! shoes have become my knew obsession since giving up on men.
jen- most likely we won't hang out EVER, but i gave him the option, but if we do, i will let you know since you've always loved the boy so much.
carolyn- i watched the emmy's tonight and i saw your veronica mars girl! i thought of you:)
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